my own shitty life.

hello everyone there , i know that most of you wont be read or watch this in a while
so i take the time to write many things about me and how my life crossed the
border line .. that one , we all hate . but unluckily we all had those moments when we say ' its enough let's end with this pain ' and even the strongest guy thought it once in his life 'cause we all know that there's no such thing as ' a happy life ' with a perfect family cuz we love to be ' someone else ' instead of ourselves and that's exactly what's going on with me right now . you might think WHY ON THE HECK SOMEONE WRITES THAT WANNA COMMIT SUICIDE WRITE THINGS HERE? WHY NOT JUST DOING? . that's something simple to answer , 'cause maybe with my story i can help others to not take that wrong step in their lives . maybe you have tons of questions like WHO CARES ABOUT YOU COMMITING SUICIDE? or ARE YOU KIDDING ME ? WITH THIS YOU'RE MAKING MORE PEOPLE TAKE THAT 'WRONG STEP YOU SAY ' . well it's not like i want people to do it but it's just the fact that i want everyone to see how did i get to feel like and when so you may consider to look in your whole life and see if you feel like me .

Feeling empty is like disappearing slowy in our lives.